i love happy couples.. =)
they just make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.. =D
yea i'm random..

updated? o.O

hehe.. havent updated for so long de.. xP
lazy lazy me..
well yea anyway i don tink any1 reads dis blog anymore..>.>
it's 2pm and i'm blogging on a thursday night..
i've alweiz like thursdays.. somehow or another.. bad things usually don happen on thursdays..
i noe i noe.. it's like a half-empty kinda way of looking at things rite?
lol my just polished nails r rly distracting..=.= LOL.

yea anyway.. just felt like blogging.. ohyea..
HON hahaha i wanted 2 play it but.. now got no time de.. lol
only been stuck to dragon age these few days since i onli have nights to play..
yea.. i've been working at my dad's place but saturday's my last day ther..>.<
gonna miss sopiah and peng.. xP
at least i'm not gonna put on weight anymore..
seriously wei dat job alotta free time..>.<
so free dat time go cari makan la..
ohh!! but SHH.. don tell my pap.. xDD

i'm talking crap.. yet i can still go on n on..
wish i cud do dis when i'm chatting wif ppl..=.=
work 1 month at my dad's shop oso still nt used 2 communicating with strangers..=.="
haiz.. need 2 work on my PEOPLE skills..ARGHH!!

anyway.. de point.. wat is de point of this post..
i dunno really..
i wanted 2 talk abt 1st love..
but that doesn't rly seem appropriate......
cacated..

yea i had a bad experience with my 1st love..
or wat i THINK was my 1st love lol..
de 1st 1 is alweiz de hardest 2 let go huh?
yea.. sopiah was just telling me abt her past lovers the other day when peng wasn't arnd..
heh.. seriously nice story wei.. hahaha can make into like a series.. xDD
hehe.. ohh right the point.. hahaha drift drift drift..
wonder if i can stay up til 2ml morning just typing here on the com..
but my back kinda hurts.. n i need my beauty sleep 4 when timmy comes 2ml..
OHH.. it's 2ml alredi LOL..

rambling on n on..
yea.. my 1st love was the 1st 1 to say love you or i love you 2 me (coming from a guy dat is)
heh.. i noe.. i fall for the corniest/cheeseist guys..
OMG i just realized i do..=.=

i dunno wat happen between us..
i just wish i cud turn back time n fix things..
everyone after him all seemed so.. worthless..
EXCEPT TIMMY that is.. xDD
hehe i'm so glad i met him.. seriously..
he's so nice 2 me.. sometimes i tink he's too nice 4 his own gud..=.= lol
he does everything which is best 4 me altho sometimes i don understand.. LOL
he's like a guardian angel... he takes care of me all da time..
but seriously he doesn't look after himself yeesh..=.=
guess that's wat i'm here for huh? xD

haiz.. lol. pffsht.. de point.. wat was de point again? lol
ohhyea.. i've been THE DA VINCI CODE..
bunch of lies really..=.= rly got me going for a while..=.= haiz
wat a lousy christian am i.. yeesh

SPM is over!!! But i'm not as relieved or as happy as i tot i wud be.. xP lol.

I have many plans of course.. xD

Learning to drive. (DUH)

Christmas Shopping

Prom Dress Shopping

Working at Tropicana City

Going on a trip with friends

Spending more time with Timmy!

Train DotA skills? xDD

Work out with college i wanna go to and wat course i wanna take..

Anime marathon~! xP

Go out to a theme park!!

Going holiday somewhere..

I miss Timmy..>.<

I'm sori 4 my cacated behaviour..... Hated the bloody weather..=.= RAWR.

Some NICE songs

yes yes.. i'm on a roll.. this is my 4th post 2day i think.. xDD lol yea anyway.. i happened 2 chance upon a few nice songs so i guess i'll post it up.. xD

Marie Digby - Avalanche




Down - Jay Sean ft L'il Wayne

AWESOME GAMES!!!

a few games u guys shud rly try out.. if u meet the min spec for it lar.. xDD hehe












hehe.. random i noe.. LOL

timmy <3

i'm alweiz worrying about whether i'm gud enuf 4 him..

alweiz thinking about whether i'm the right 1 for him..

Really think i don't deserve him sometimes.. xP

is dat a bad thing? xDD

pyramid trip.. =) awesome day

hehe.. went pyramid during the hols.. xD and loads of fun.. arrived ther at 10+ (or was it 9?) cuz tse pei woke up late.. xD when we reach ther we were kinda blur cuz all of us (tse pei, me and est) din go skating since a long long time ago.. xP when we finally found the skating rink not many ppl were there.. only de smart ppl (like us) who came early and the pros who were having their lessons ther.. xD

after picking up our skates i saw the person i'd least expect.. TIM!!! hehe.. smart fella go ditch his frens to come ice skating wif me.. smart fella even told everyone on facebook and i had no idea.. lol. xD i was dam happy (of cos) but more surprised.. xD hehe.. he struggled abit..(so did i) but got the hang of it after a while..babe din fall down even OnCE.. (pro-nia) lol.

after skating we went 2 catch a movie..the line was like FREAKING long..like snake nia.. xD hahaha.. in the end we watched G-force!! xD nice movie altho de others din rly think so..>.< haiz lol. xD after movie went to arcade.. played a round of daytona and some arcade game which i hv no idea wat 2 call it.. xD lol. ohyea and hse of dead.. OMG i was so freakin noob.. lost in like wat? 5 or so mins? >.< cacated.

after the arcade we went archery.. i din play as i alredi had spent like 40+ dat day..lol. watched and laughed at the gang as they missed.. xD hehe lol. soon after finishing the arrows esther had 2 leave for home:( so it was just me, Tim and tse pei..

poor tp.. she felt like a lamp post when she was wif us..>.< lol. we had fun trying out clothes and stuff and Tim even managed 2 find smth he liked.. xDD b4 leavin 4 home.. we stopped by coffee bean and i tried my 1st RM10+ coffee..xD (lol. i still think it's nt worth the cash lol. xP)

tse pei fetched me back 2 her hse and i walked home back with Tim..=)

i love him so much.. he's the best thing ever happened to me.. =)

some photos from dat day:



esther. waaa.. so pro. xDD





timmy!!!



tse pei shoot so fast i din manage 2 take a pic wif her holding the arrow in the bow lol.. xD



Tim picked dis out for me.. Nice rite? xDD