Friday, January 30, 2009


RAWR!!!!!! @#$%^&*
I hate talking 2 u and YET i still do.. =.=

New year RE-SO-LU-TION..

yea.. 4got 2 write dis year.. dam lazy laaaaa... LOL. i'm alredi breaking one of me mental resolutions adi..

well anyway.. i have tons but.. yea I'll just pick the best 10.. xD

3.Be good at an instrument..
4.Be a
NICER person.. x) and less selfish LOL.
5.To Focus in class.. xD
6.Spend more time wif family.. =)
7.Keep my old friends and make some new ones..
upgrade my pc.. xD find a loyal and fun new "
brother".. xP
not to break someone's heart
..(intentionally or unintentionally..)

Gong Xi Fa Cai

Gong Xi Fa Cai
(wishing u a prosperous new year or smth liddat.. xP)

Hong Bao Na Lai
(gimme ang pao!! xD)


sori it's kinda late.. been bz downloading death note.. xP
Read Slowly...

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.
If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already
had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not
care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your
feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.
But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could
have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never
be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)
*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?
*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)

you would bein my heart.
Would I be in yours?

If you care about me as much as I care about you
you will send this back

You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,

I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends

Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.

Remember, everyone needs a friend someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this post and take comfort in knowing
somebody out there cares about you and ........... always will..

I care about YOU !!

Sunday, January 25, 2009



Guys masturbate more than girls because it is a biological necessity for males to eliminate the sexual fluids their bodies produce. It is also believed that masturbation keeps a male's sperm in better condition for reproduction. But females only do it because it's fun. So it makes sense that more males masturbate, and that they are more likely to make a daily habit of it. Masturbation has been observed in every species of mammal, but there is no species where the females masturbate more often than the males. There is also no society on earth where the women masturbate more than the men.


Random pics from hols

i went KL for some education fair..

"Face your life,it's pain,it's pleasures,leave no path untaken" - from a book i read

i just like this heart. xD

Good book.. every teen shud read.. xD

Nice book.. Neil Gaiman's a pretty gud writer..

A line from 7 Habits.. "PLEASE... HEAR WHAT I'M NOT SAYING.." AKA body language..

LLC Day 1

i just got de pictures from leo leadership camp so i gonna post a few i've chosen cuz ther's like 4.8gb of pics OMG LOL.

getting 2 noe each other. xD

1st activity at camp. gathering 2 listen 2 de instructions

mr. obama.. lucky no.1.. xD

holding on 4 dear life.. xDD

IT FREAKIN' RAINED!!! n ALOT of us din't get 2 try de cat crawl..=.=

waiting for de next activity-TRUST FALL

Guess who was lucky no.1.. xDD

playing some other game called.. oh crap i 4got de name liaoz.. xP

discussing as a team.. choosing a team name a team leader etc..
Ended up as together-gether.. (my team)

Team 2 discussing.. ended up as THE SPARTANS!! lol..

Team 1/together-gether's team leader-Christopher

The Spartans team leader and asst.. angela(leader) and jun smth(asst)... lol

trying 2 design the flag

making hats!

fixing de wagons spare parts.. x)

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Old poem for an old fren.. xD

Words from the heart for an old friend.. xD

My days without you feel empty
My heart felt like it had a hole in the middle
I felt like I was missing something
Every time I pick up my phone to message you
I remember that you still didn't wanna talk to me
I'm really sorry i took you for granted
I'll try my best not to do that again
I really dearly, truly, miss you
And I love you as a friend
I really do
You are like the only guy in my life right now
The only thing missing from my "great" life
Sadly I know we're not meant to be
But It's okay.. I'd rather have u be my friend
Cause you are best friend anyone can have.. =)

Saturday, January 10, 2009


kk.. so i was asking a few of my frens dis..

If u woke up 1day as a girl wat wud ur reaction be like?

ahahahah these were some of my responses... xDD

names are not displayed to protect the innocent

victim no. 1 said -
" I'll totally freak out.. And faint at the sight of me"
(fella is scared of girls.. LOL)

victim no. 2 said -
" I will go to the mirror and look at myself NAKED the whole day"
(pervert!!! LOL)

victim no. 3 said -
"freak out? and after that i'll play with my boobs first"
(lol nw we noe his secret.. hehe)

victim no. 4 said -
"i would look at my boobs first? den will look at whether im pretty or not and then i'll masturbate as a girl"
(lol.. another secret is out.. LOL)

victim no. 5 said -
"OMG. EWW.. NO WAY. then i'll see how painful is it to be hit in the boobs.."
(a less perverted ans FINALLY!!! well.. sorta.. hahahaha)

victim no. 6 said -
"i will definitely freak out.Maybe laugh.Maybe touch myself and ask myself. Is this shit for REAL?! Damn i gotta shrink this or i'll get eyes all over my body. And then i'll calm myself down and sign up for the nearest "how to act and feel like a girl" lessons"
(u have just met Mr. PERASAN!!! xDD)

victim no. 7 said -
" i will measure my boob size and then masturbate!!!"
(wow.. he's sure in a hurry 2 buy a bra LOL)

victim no. 8 said -
"i wont do anything,i just let it be since god wants me to be den i try get used to it
and make sure i dun like another gal instead of guy"
(now dis answer is totally out of de ordinary.. xD)

yea.. was asking dis 2 every guy i noe online LOL.
kk THE END. Ciao

year 2008 end year hols

hmm.. de past hols has been PRETTY productive.. xD here's a list of wat i did..

-read the 7 habits of highly effective teens
(this book is really good.. every teen shud hv 1 if they can afford it.. xD)

-read being a happy teenager
(normal book la.. it's pretty interesting tho.. xD)

-read some other story books

besides reading i oso..

-finished hitman blood money!!
(not bad.. had some help from Tse Pei.. xD)
(the fun part is killing them.. without actually touching them or making it look like an accident.. LOL)

-finished assassin's creed
(yea i ACTUALLY finished it on monday after skool but WTH lol.. quite ez.. had some prob wif killing robert is all)

-joined a band.. managed 2 find a name for our new song and a band name..
(i'll talk abt dat l8er..)

-went out a few times
(cuz mom don lemme go out so many times..=.=)

-basketball once in a blue moon cuz every1 was so bz

-had a gr8 time wif angela at sunway lagoon..
(learnt dat quality is waaaaaayyy better den quanity)

-practiced guitar.. sorta.. lol

-made a vid wif 72th avenue for auditions for DU's international relationship day..
(which we didn't make cuz of de judges dumbasses)

-upgraded my graphic card

-chatted wif a fren til 5am

-watched a couple of movies containing naked ppl

-played World of Kung Fu for a while til it took 4EVA 4 de maintenance

-played some new psp games.. xD

i think that's about it..

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Lollygal - its origin

yea anyway i'm bored right now.. OF COURSE I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO.. but anyway since i'm on9 rite now.. i just thought of this so WTH lol..

kk some ppl have asked me WHY LOLLYGAL?
yea anyway i guess it was something random i thought when i was finding a nickname when playing DotA (my old nickname was something like L'il Mikki lol i tot of dat as my future DJ/drummer/rapper stage name.. xP) hahah and i guess it just came 2 me.. since

a) i like to say lol

b) i'm a girl

c) lollipops are nice as well.. hehe..

yea i noe i'm lame wtv la lol... xD
anyway i like it hehe..
but it's sorta taken de so not so ori.. T.T lol..
yea anyway that's wher it came from.. hehe.. kk so don ask de.. xD